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A Song for My Ermat

May 16, 2008

Nasan nga ba kaluluwa ko nung Mother’s Day? Ahhmm…nakihiga ako sa apartment ng opismeyt ko dahil sa sobrang kalasingan the night before. Di ko alam na Mother’s Day na pala.LOL.

Kaya pala di man lang ako nakapagpost ng tribute para sa mahal kong ermat. This may be a little late but it’s the thought that counts naman daw. hehe.

Hapon na ng makauwi ako sa boarding house ko. Mahimbing kasi masyado tulog ko dahil sa vodka+gin+beer na ininom namin ng mga opismeyt ko nung Sabado. Pagdating ko naman sa boarding haouse eh humilata ako agad dahil di pa rin nawala ang hang over sa pag-inom ko ng isang pitsel na iced tea. LOL.

Pero di ko pinalampas ang Mother’s Day na di ko man binati ang ermat ko. Pagkabangon ko nung gabi eh tinawagan ko sya. Kahit di ko sya kasama eh pinaramdam ko sa kanya na masaya ko na sya ang naging ermat ko. (mag-drama ba)

Seriously, I’m really grateful that she’s my mom. Kahit na tinangka nyang ilaglag ako nun sa sinapupunan nya, di ko na inisip yun. Ilang gamot lang naman ang ininom nya para ilaglag ako. Yun nga siguro ang dahilan kung bat ako naging hikain paglaki ko. Kaya yon, two months old pa lang siguro ako eh, bedridden na ko. Ilang beses din silang nagpabalik-balik sa ospital para ipagamot ako. Bumawi naman si ermat. Di nya ko pinabayaan. Di nya man naibigay ang mga luho ko, naiparamdam naman nya sa kin ang pagmamahal ng isang ina.

Di ko alam kung pano mabuhay nang wala sya. Lahat kasi sya ang gumagawa para sa kin nun – paghahanda ng baon, pagpaplantsa ng uniform, at paghahanda ng mainit na tubig na ihahalo ko sa pamapaligo ko. ahehe. At sya din ang “alarm” ko tuwing umaga hanggang makatapos ako ng college.

And this would be the first time that I’m gonna say this, “I lab yu, nay”. Di ko pa kasi nasabi sa kanya yan ng harapan. Dyahe kasi eh. Nasabi ko lang yan dito kasi di naman nya mababasa. ahehe.

This song is for you…

SONG FOR MAMA – Boyz2Men

You taught me everything
And everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn’t anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right
If I didn’t have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)

You’re always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin’ me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Chorus

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I’ll never go a day without my mama

Chorus

Yes you are